Love of waiting

Around at 4:15am on August 3, 2010

Jessica Song

(These words were given during the predawn prayer on August 3.  I was praying feeling how frustrated the Lord would be about those who were not transformed.  I prayed earnestly repenting my shortcomings and wishing to be transformed.)

*The words of Holy Son, Jesus*

Can you hear me?  I have something to tell you.

Come to the deeper world; come closer to me. Do not just try to come and stop. I know your desire to bear my heart. Don’t let your heart be distracted by the noise of the world.

When it comes to love, love grows bigger depending on how you grab each moment. The great power that unites your thoughts and my thoughts is love.  If you make your love toward me grow bigger and bigger, the balloon of the love flies to the sky and eventually reaches my world.  

(The images of balloons came to mind: at first, a small balloon and then a hot-air balloon later.)

It is the balloon of love, the hot-air balloon of love.

Keep on listening.  Listen to my word that flows softly in your heart. The conflict occurring among you can be resolved when they understand my heart towards each one of them. It is hard if they try to resolve it physically.  Receive my heart that wait and wait more for the transformation of their lives. I have raised each one of you in that way—with love of waiting.

Waiting may be long and boring, but I wait because there is hope. A person who lives, feeding on love, changes.

(Thinking of one, I said, “I truly wish so-and-so will change.”)

Listen to my words more deeply.  I had great expectation towards lives. I still have the same expectation. Even if the expectation cannot be fulfilled at once but it will take long time, I do not stop hoping.   I believe that my hope will certainly come true.

(I asked him again, “How frustrated are you looking at each life?”)

I said, “Coming to me is like climbing up the holy mountain of heaven.” Do you remember? It is an endless battle with oneself while climbing up the mountain. They hit against rocks and get scraped by them, too. The things that are not smooth in their hearts make it hard for them and obstruct their way to me. However, they must climb up to the end. Without giving up. They should make up their shortcomings by utilizing their forte and merits.

Convey my love and how to come to me.

Today as well, let us pull on the oars together. Go on knowing that you are not alone even in the middle of an endless ocean. I am always next to you who pull the oars, and I row with you.

I grant work to those whom I love.

Aug 20, 2010 during pre-dawn hour prayer

Rachel Park

  (I heard the inspiration while I realized that working for church is not for other people rather for my spirit, and tried to put more effort on working for God.)

*The words of Holy Son, Jesus*

I grant the works to those I love. I asked My disciple Peter. “Do you love Me?” the disciple Peter answered Me. “Yes Lord, I love you.” I replied. “Then take care of My sheep.” Do you know why I asked him three times? Was it just to get confirmation from him?

No. While I was asking him, Peter got hurt in his heart, but I also made confession to him. ‘I truly love you, do you (also) love Me?’

When I ask My beloved ones whether they love Me, do you know with how much love I ask them? I entrusted My work to My beloved Peter. I was able to trust him and entrust him with work completely because he was My beloved one. It is because I trusted him to do the work until the end with his love for Me.

In that way, I entrust My work to My beloved ones. Let’s say I was pasturing your church. Whatever I do, whether it is cleaning, service preparation, pasturing churches, or conversing with church members, I would do it  with love. As long as I can do it, as long as it helps your salvation, I would take initiation, do anything first, and do things as a role model/example.

However, I don’t have My physical body anymore. 

Therefore, for My sake, by receiving My passion and My love, please do the church work and take care of lives.  It is not for others. It is for you and Me. It is the promise between us and the story only between us for our love.

I’m meeting you through works, sharing love through works, and I will save you by being united with you through works. The reason I give you works is to make you achieve your salvation rather than to help others. Therefore don’t get burdened too much, and don’t be overwhelmed even before you try it, take action with love with Me. Could you confess to Me that “(Well,) I will do it Lord, because I love you. Lord, I will do it for you.”

And those who have been (taking the lead in) working very hard, you did truly good job. I’m watching over every single of your effort and exertion. Please believe that those are truly for your salvation and do it until the end without giving up. Also, don’t get burdened too much but tell your head leader and teach and share the works to those who don’t have much church work to do.  Don’t they also have to receive blessing and management from Me and gain salvation?

Through works people learn responsibility and love for brothers and sisters, and their faith will be alive when they know importance/value of themselves. Therefore grant even the smallest work to those who don’t have work to do, and make them feel connected as a member in the church. I’m Jesus who truly love you all.

Becoming one

July 27, 2010 

Lily Davidson

(I was receiving news about people not becoming one. And I felt that Jesus had something to say regarding this matter so I asked Jesus, "How can we become one?")

*The words of Holy Son, Jesus*

I wish for you to be one with one another. When you become one, great miracles await you.
To become one, you need conversation. And with conversation, do it with good character thinking carefully of their position. Assume you know nothing, and try to understand one another. But more than anything understand first and foremost, God's position, my position, HS position.

If you try to understand people's position only, there will naturally be division. No, first see things from God's position. If both sides saw things from God's position, they will be one because they will be like-minded. To do this, you must truly humble yourself, understand that you can be wrong, and prepare to be corrected.

To be a mediator, first see from God's position then take people's position in mind to help them see God's position in the way they can understand best. Mediating is not about persuading God to understand people's position. God knows all things, the present, the future, their past, and knows even better than they themselves.

So your job is to first understand God's views, then to convey them with good character, with tact, with love, with care and with patience.
It is like understanding that the food holds valuable nutrients but the child cannot eat them. So depending on the age and circumstances of the child, you need to chew it for them before feeding them. Sometimes you need to serve it as porridge, or with extra honey, or serve it after it has cooled some.
Treat each other in this way.

Master the art of understanding God, art of speaking to one another, and art of being one. In speaking to one another, pay attention to tone, speed, word choice, when you should speak, who to speak through, and facial expressions.

This is true with your prayer to me. Apply these in your daily life and I beg you, become one with one another.
My heart is torn when you are not one. Please, please, please become one. Can you please bear this cross for me? Converse with one another. Believe in change. Help one another in this journey to eternal life. Do not leave one to falter along the way.

Value one another. Each, yes each one of you are valuable to be. How you treat the least of these people is how you treat me. You have no idea who I am working through so listen and converse with one another with humility.

Do not force me to take sides. Forcing me to do this is like handing me a knife to kill the other. Doing this is also murder. Instead, help me to heal the other. And pray for each other. Pray to understand each other. Repent for your sins and theirs. This does not mean to point out their wrongs. This means to cover for them.

If the other are to lay pavement on the road and missed a spot, cover that spot for them so that others can walk on a paved road. Like this, prepare the way for me.

This is how you can show that you love me.

Realize My Love

Date: 2010.04.27 (Tues) About 10:15am

Rose Park

 [I felt inspired that the Lord would be in most pain looking at hell so I comforted the Lord’s heart and prayed that I wished for my heart, mind, thoughts, spirit, soul, and body would all be changed into the Lord’s heart, and this was Jesus’ message.]

*The words of Holy Son, Jesus*

I am so miserable. So miserable.

Everyone I loved….

No, rather they are still deeply embedded in my heart.

When I see them receive the torments of Hell, it feels the same as if I am receiving the pain myself.

With downpour of sweat, I feel so miserable that I cannot even scream.

I can only moan with a ‘uk’, and tears flow down my face like a waterfall.

I have cried so much tears that I thought I could cry no more….

But when I see my beloved brides, tears flow endlessly once again.

My beloved ones.

My beloved ones, whom I still love.

When I see you in that place, my heart is torn and shattered.

My heart is so heavy.

My heart feels so much anguish that I cannot stop groaning.

While you were in the world, I called out to you so very much asking you to come to my side….

Yet you turned away from me and indulged yourself with the world, your own life, and love.

You did not even attempt to learn of my love…but still, I loved you.

I cannot do anything for those who are already set to go to hell.

Now, when I think about the eternal farewell, and about how much torment you will receive from natural enemy, the demons, for eternity, it feels as though my heart will burst.

Even with you there, just as a mother will know in a glance where her child is, my eyes keep gravitating towards you.

Every single day, my heart is torn.

My heart is torn to shreds then glued together again.

This pain is unceasing.

Even at this very moment, there are just too many people who take hurried steps towards death that my heart is burning in anguish.

My heart burns until no ashes remain.

That hell, that place is a place anyone would least want to go.

And I cannot send my brides there any longer so, even today, I speak through the people of mission and show them the cruelty, pain, and the horror.

I so want to run to them in one step and stop their torment but I cannot!

My love, my love.

Now, know and realize my heart, and please obey my words and love only me the most, and instead of that horrific place, live with me in the eternal world of happiness, and let’s live a life of love of that place, Heaven.

And make yourself.

And go preach to my brides who still go towards Hell out of ignorance!

Go and bring them back. It is pressing. It is urgent.

Now, soon the two doors leading to Heaven and Hell are left open, and Satan and demons will receive judgment soon. Plus, their judgments are already decided. So, they are desperate to take many people with them so please, realize what I am feeling deep heart and let’s quickly save lives.

Let’s go hand in hand so that tears will no longer flow down my face!

My beloved.

You are now by my side so you are the same as someone who truly has everything. I love you.

My love, let’s work together even more.

I want you to do all things feeling what I feel.

I want you to know that I love you. My love.

Let’s hold our hands ever more tightly and let’s not ever part.

I do love you.

Let’s be one always!

I hope that my heart was conveyed to you even the slightest bit and that your spirit will be awakened.

I love you.

From me, the Lord, Jesus Christ, who loves you laying down everything.

The purity of love and maturity

March 12, 2010. (Fri) 3:48~5:22 a.m.

Amy Kim

(When I was praying about absolutely pure love and the never-changing fundamental of love, Jesus spoke.)

*The words of Holy Son, Jesus

The purity of love is the most precious.

Those who had met history, walked on the path of Heaven’s will, and then fallen away

Had all changed.

They changed in love.

Love should be love.

Love should be only the love between you and Me.

There shouldn’t be desire for fame in it

There shouldn’t be comparison or a sense of superiority

You shouldn’t be conscious of people’s perspectives, either.

It has to be pure as the first love

You need to look at only My heart that loves you

And value My love more than anything in the whole world.

A mission must not become a work or authority that is used to sustain you.

Whatever work it may be,

You should do it together with Me

Because of love.

Only love!

(I said, “Lord, I want to keep that purity.

Everyone might want it, but why do they change?

Were You perfect in love from the beginning?

Or did You reach that level by effort?)

On the foundation of the fall of human beings

The perfect love by God’s truth could not find its place any longer.

Satan instilled different thoughts from God’s thoughts in human minds

So that they would go stray from God’s absolute truth.

Satan also kept their hearts from being able to see

What is perfect and eternal.

With the fallen genes

The heart and thought of the darkness were inherited

Into the heart of humankind

And everyone came to focus on the physical things

Which were visible, audible, and human-centered.

Therefore, unless you thoroughly make yourself anew by the Word

The bad nature deeply rooted in the bottom of your heart

Inherited from the fallen genes

Will shoot up.

If a person seeks people’s acknowledgement

Seeks to sit at a place of honor

And pursues money

They don’t have time to think of Heaven

They slowly forget the great movement of the first, pure love, and gratitude.

From that point on,

They begin walking on the path of

another form of fall

But since the change is slow

They don’t realize it themselves.

Cancer cells begin to grow unnoticeably

And slowly grow to the point that they take away a person’s life.

Likewise, if a spirit’s absolute purity gets stained,

The spirit has now contracted the disease that leads it to death.

The disease rapidly develops into a serious stage

While stealing away the life of the spirit little by little.

Realize this.

I was born with perfect love-genes from the beginning.

I am the result of

The union of God’s perfect genes

And the Holy Spirit’s perfect genes

So I am a Being of perfection.

I am the Standard

If I measure human beings’ wayward hearts

Against My heart

I can read their conditions

Yet, I Myself also mature without cease in the heart

I always study, strive, and run

For a better salvation of humankind.

I said that you could not gather from where you had not scattered, didn’t I?

I have raised, protected and taken care of human beings

From the beginning of the world

In order to gain love from their hearts.

For this reason

I demand your love

Because I have loved you with all My heart,

I can ask you to love Me first.

Because I have planted love

I expect to see the fruit of love

If I had not scattered the seeds with love

How could I ask you to treat Me with love?

I am the Origin.

I am the Beginning of the truth

I am the Beginning of love

Because I love human beings

I confidently ask you that you put Me first in love.

The perfect salvation and Rapture

Is nothing else

but being united with Me in love.

Starting from your first love,

You too should fly higher and higher.

It is reasonable that your present love is

higher and deeper than your first love.

Meditate over the Word deeply and profoundly.

The Word is I.

The Word is God.

To know Me, to know God

To realize the fundamentals of human life

And to know the principles of the creation Don’t let go of the Word from your hand

You shouldn’t discard even one word.

Life force that determines your fate is in it.

Your realization of the Word determines the fate of your lifetime.

Those who have realized the value of the Word

Don’t leave Me.

Their hearts do not change.

Satan cannot intervene in their lives.

Their lives are preserved.

It is the Word.

Meditate and bear in your mind only the Word

Doing so, walk on the path of resurrection

Where your heart and the deeds of your body will change,

Resulting in the rebirth of your soul and spirit.

You need to make effort, endless effort.

You can’t gain anything without effort.

Those who do not endeavor don’t improve.

Keep yourself awake with the Word and prayer

For love and for salvation.

Satan and devils are roaming near you

Like roaring lions

To tear and devour you.

My beloved

Receive My heart and My love

And make yourself neat and take care of yourself everyday

Only with the love of truth.

The physical time flowing

Is precious for the sake of the maturity of the spirit.

Change your thoughts

And don’t view your body aging

As ‘growing older’ from the physical limited standpoint.

But instead, think that you are taking the steps of the spiritual maturity

Which becomes more and more profound.

This is My perspective.

(I asked, “Lord, You said earlier that Your heart also matured without cease. What does ‘maturity’ mean? Please help me understand if maturity happens even in the state of perfection.”)

Think of genes.

Among genes that are invisible to the physical eyes with limited capacity

Some are perfect and some are imperfect.

Those genes grew into the size of your body

It is the mystery of God’s creation.

The perfect genes that are invisible to human eyes at first

Are visible in a perfect form

Even when they have grown to a two-meter-long body.

As for the genes that are imperfect

They grow imperfectly when they have become visible also.

This is maturity and growth.

I began from the fundamental of perfection.

Through the countless ages since the creation

My heart has become deeper and more understanding

While going through many situations

On the path of salvation that I have walked with love.

My heart has grown and become deeper

To be more like God’s heart.

After bearing the cross

The level of My heart was different

From before the crucifixion.

No one can know the pain of bearing a cross

Until they bear one.

A person who has not delivered a child

Knows the pang of a childbirth only in their heads

But they don’t know it in their bodies.

It is natural that a person’s childbirth

Makes that person’s heart mature in that area.

In the two thousand years of salvation history

There have been countless frustrating situations

Pains in Mydeep heart

And anxieties in My heart

As I looked at human beings

Who misunderstood My truth.

My heart became deeper and more mature

As much as I went through.

A person who runs forward only with success

Can never understand the heart of a person who has failed.

A person who experiences failure comes to have keen feelings about human life

They feel it sharply to the bones, in that area.

This is a realization about life

That the failure brings to them.

Maturity comes this way.

Do you understand?

It’s not that maturity is needed because of imperfection

Even in perfection, limitless maturity happens.

This way

I want you also to mature and grow

More deeply and highly in My love.

I love you.

   - Your Love, Jesus Christ.